With new inspiration, I began to think back to places and moments that had significance to me and which this significance might be relevant when photographed in the present.
As a child my family would often go on walks around the bays, during these walks one of the places we might stop at was the Massey Memorial around from Seatoun.
Taking these photos lead me toward my final concept: we all make monuments, be they monuments of great achievements or failures, monuments of guilt, regret or shame. Taking this metaphor further the pressure of time is like a monument we build around our necks; millstones that wear us down. These millstones are our jobs,work,school, family and friends, different priorities we must make time for. I had thought to make this concept into a short film with words, in poem form describing the metaphor. I actually originally intended to have the photos I submitted compiled into a video but ended up lacking the expertise to make it happen.
Life
The last and final concept was a result of merging the metaphor style of the monument idea with the feeling the photos of the snowstorm gave me. When the snow first started falling I was inside a tutorial with large windows and immediately had feeling of going through the wardrobe and entering Narnia, a world of magic. At the time, I was mainly taking photos in a
journey format, trying to document it like I had in fact entered another world. During I also took some photos of other people enjoying the spectacle, something I found challenging as I have never taken photos of people before. I tended to shy away; losing the presence of the photographer as mentioned in lectures.
Originally I over looked these photos as i was focusing on the other proposals, dismissing them as cool photographs of a unique event. But after playing with the monument metaphor I had another look at all the photos I had taken for this project and the snow covered pathway jumped out at me as a metaphor also.
From here it was relatively simple to select the first 4 photos as representing ages 5-18, years that I recall as involving lots of looking forward, what will I be, and backward, how dumb was I then (just a few years ago). I also chose 4, rather than 1 or 2, to represent the frantic and fast paced nature of this time period. With this selection in hand the last snow photo signed the deal, and thankfully my shyness paid off, a medium distance of a family with a young child.
This 5 photo series nicely captured the period from 5 to 50 or so, but I needed a way to end the series: the harbor. The emergence of the harbor and the island within it showed the potentials the person had, so I thought why not use that as reference point, to show just how far the person has come. Eastbourne seemed like a good bet, it was across the harbor and also had a good ridge line to get height like the rest of the photos. It was during this photo shoot that the nature of the trees near the location gave me a great idea on how to show death without resorting to a cliche image of a gravestone: the gnarly and dying trees.
It was also at this point that I revised the purpose of the old age shot, because there was so much water, the land appeared so distant and the overall gloominess lead the viewer more to a feeling of regret, over all the things the person can no longer do (or fix).
It took a couple tries to stop the camera auto-exposing on the tree rather than the sky for the death shot >_<